so here comes the realisation that i was referring to in my previous post………

i have been getting this feeling for some time now that i’ll fall for a foreigner. ever since i have returned from my brief stint in germany, i am finding it hard to like any indian guy as much as i liked the european guys that i met there. i guess it has more to do with my liking towards europeans than my disliking of indian guys. another factor could be the accessability or availability.few indians are as open, frank and honest as the europeans.maybe it’s the novelity of them that has attracted me for a while,maybe it’s a short-lived phase only, but while it’s here it’s very much there.

i always had a soft corner for foreigners, ever since i was about 7 when i met any of them for the first time. but unlike now,previously this soft corner was over-ridden by a small voice in my head which said, ‘achha hai to kya hua,firangi hai’. now that small voice has completely gone mute. now one thing is for sure- if i ever go abroad again, i won’t go single.because if i do, i don’t think i’ll come back alone.