things went pretty much smoother than what i had expected. there was no emotional dramas or crying or cribbing on farewell. we friends parted not as if it’s the end but as if it’s just anoher long holiday before we reunite again…though i have to admit that how gap left left things sore. she didn’t even say goodbye…hope things will get cleared out when we meet on convocation this weekend(yes..!!! i’m a graduate …!!!!!)
octa, of course , was the easiest as we’re still sharing a flat with two other girls. tips n poo still another year to go at the college.thus fortunately i didnt have to suffer from sudden isolation or alienation from the institute which i’ve got used to in four years.it feels more home than any other place i’ve known….sigh!
life since leaving the insti has been a blur. a little less than two months since i joined office. a few days less than a month since moving out of parents’ house. it still feels so unreal. four years at the insti cannot be so easily and quickly forgotten i guess. it will take some time getting over it and moving on.i wonder how the others are managing…from what i’ve heard from others, not many people are happy where they are.but i believe it’s just the initial hiccups and won’t last very long.
back to convo…. it still hasn’t sunken in that i’m gonna be a graduate.the btp thing had haunted me ever since it became clear who my ‘guide’ was going to be. he did every possible thing to make me stay as long as he could within the session. and finally when it ended, it doesnt feel like it’s over. more than a year of thinking about btp and dumper has sort of made it a second nature to think of btp as something eternal and omnipresent, something that just cannot not be there. even this will take some time getting used to….
meanwhile at office, training got over peaceflly, was given n let go past a chance to go to the US, have been at bench since. i’m given some or the work every now and then but the rest of the time it’s just sitting idle and pretending to do something important.that’s what i’m doing even now 
taz’s b’day is approaching. i’d wanted to send him a courier but that option turned out to be very costly so i’ve settled only upon a greeting card ehich reminds me that it’s gotta be done soon.
ok now i’ve got something else to do…so stopping now
