when you keep on waiting for something to happen with all your heart, your expectations invariably rise in proportion with the time elapsed; and by the time that it actually comes to you, you have forgotten why was it so much awaited in the first place….. at that time all that matters is that you’ve got it. the joy is not because of your achieving that thing really but because of the successful conclusion of that wait, of knowing that the you were biding by was not such a waste after all,it has brought you atleast something… it doesn’t matter if the utility or the quality or the significance of that thing has changed by then…
hehe…. i never wrote so much bullshit in 5 min ever before… guess i’m getting worse by the day.. or maybe better at gibberish 
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anyways, this was the summary of my last two months.didn’t have any work on hands. and now that there is some menial clerical job, in the end it doesn’t even matter what kind of work it is. see, i’ve even have the luxury to take time out to write this meaningless post.
signing off now….
ciao….
